This is me.
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This is me.
252 Followers 492 Following 397 Posts
Tonight I saw @pink from the pit with @metalmistress I think I cried even harder this time, especially when Mama P!nk started singing Who Knew. My Papaw loved hearing me sing this song (and ant song really ), and tonight I cried even harder because he would've loved to have heard my story from tonight. This is a night that is so surreal I can't put my feelings into words. There are so many emotions running through me right now, and words do them justice. Tonight was perfect. Even if Mama P!nk gave us the "stop that" face when she saw us crying. Thank you, @pink for being such an inspiration and vital part of so many of our lives. I'm truly honored to have been in the same room as you. #pink #onceinalifetime #surreal #perfect #beautifultraumatour #h2bh
Ella with her face of judgement. She's come such a long way. Love my gimpy butt. #ellalizgerald #leopardgecko #lizard #scalybaby #reptiles #reptilemom #ellathegimp #gimpygecko #sassygecko
I wish you were here to tell me the best routes and roads. It's not the same without you.
Such majestic creatures. #vladandvera #mateddragons #beardeddragons #beardeddragon #scalybaby #scalypuppy
Saturday's are for cuddles. . . . #alicetheballpython #scalypuppy #snakecuddles #scalybaby #reptiles #warmboobies #boobsnake #coldmeetswarm
There's such a stigma around bigger girls having bellies. You see these plus size models and actresses in magazines and on the big screen, and while there are plus size actresses and models out there with bellies, all you see is the torso of the gal with out. Why are we so ashamed of your bodies? Why do we feel the need to hide our bellies behind "waist shapers" or compression clothing to make yourself appear "smoother" or more "toned"? Why aren't we allowed to be comfortable in public with our big hanging bellies? We're not showing them off for your gross perversion, or for you to want to cover us up. We're showing them off for the same reason the gal with the flatter belly is showing hers off: because we love and accept our bellies. Even as flawed as some of us may see ourselves, we still love our bodies, knowing that they're are carrying us through this journey called life. We do what can to take care of it, even if not everyone agrees with our approach to it. This is my body. And as much as I may blame her for the pain that never seems to end, I still love her. And I wouldn't trade her, or anything about her, for the world. #fatgirldontcare #bigbelly #scarsandstretchmarks #chubbygirl #roundbelly #saggyboobsmatter #fatgirlpsa #everybodyisbeautifull #loveyourselffirst #effyourbeautystandards
One day I'll actually get this done... I've had no motivation for things I used to do daily and loved. I need to finish this, even if it's just for my own sense of accomplishment. . . . #handsewn #embroidery #snakesandskulls #dyingarts #tradeskills #handmade #embroideryart
Yo, @torridfashion ! I've been wearing your jeans on and off for years looking for a good pair of high wasted jeans. There have been many trials and errors. But you've finally hit the nail on the head with your new Sky High Denim, and I can't share my excitement loudly enough! These hit just the right spot on my waist and make my tush look great! Good job! #highwastedjeans #datbootytho #curvesandstretchmarks #bellylove
I've been struggling on whether or not to post this. Most of you know I struggle with depression and suicidal ideation. Today is one of the worst days I've had in long time. Some days a simple smell or phrase can send me spiraling down into the dark and twisty. Other days, like today, all I have to do is wake up and I want to disappear and be forgotten. Everyone I've been around today would never know the terrible dark thoughts that have been ravaging my mind today, and they won't know because they don't use this social media platform. I've lost countless people to suicide, and should be ashamed to want to join that darkness. But I'm not ashamed. I have the power and want to get better, to get help. And while my loved ones weren't able to reach out, or their voices weren't heard, I'm hoping me doing so will help others find the strength to reach out to someone, anyone, for help. It's okay to not be okay. It's okay to cry for no reason. It's okay to cuddle in bed with your vintage Care Bear and be so blank it takes a minute to register a question from your family. But what's not okay is to not ask for help, or to not check up on your friends. Check up on your friends. Check up on your family. Even if it's a simple text or call checking in, or a surprise visit. It can help us so much more than you know. #depressionisabitch #saturdaynightthoughts #mentalhealthisadisease #depressionawareness #beafriend #nocryisacryforhelp
Schlerp schlerp schlerp! Bath time to get my tootsies clean since my arms don't work so well! . . . #ellalizgerald #leopardgecko #ellathegimp #sassygecko #lizardlove #lizardbaby
This loser will not let me sew in peace... . . . #polydactylcat #theothecat #embroidery #lostart #noprivacy
When you're trying to channel that "cherry cheesecake" look. #fatgirldontcare #effyourbeautystandards #croptops #thickthighssavelives
Yo, @panicatthedisco !!! Bring on the tears, again!
I can hear you saying "hm, that one ain't too bad I reckon."